Thursday, July 08, 2010

I don't want you to go.

I keep telling myself you weren’t supposed to be here.
I don’t want you to go.

You came here for someone else and not for me.
I don’t want you to go.

I told everyone, “We’re just friends.”
I don’t want you to go.

We had a lot of good times together.
I don’t want you to go.

Then one day a voice whispered to me and my feelings started to change.
I don’t want you to go.

Just before midnight, you told me the one who left you came back.
I was gutted.
I don’t want you to go.

I was mad at you for no good reason. You had no idea why.
I don’t want you to go.

I told you why I was upset. You were kind and understanding and seem to leave the door open.
When it was really closed.
I don’t want you to go.

You never meant to hurt me with your actions but you did.
Again, for no GOOD reason.
I don’t want you to go.

We talked some more. You told me you were leaving.
I don’t want you to go.

We spent most of your last days here together or with friends. Emotions ran high.
I don’t want you to go.

Finally you had to go and we said good-bye.
The feelings came again this time in the form of tears but not from you.
I don’t know if you couldn’t or even wanted to.
I don’t want you to go.

But you had to....I needed you to.

1 Comments:

At 10:53 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Like! (the writing not the situation)

 

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